Tuesday, 18 June 2019

Short Bio


Ishtar is an Earth priestess, Intuitive Healer, Witch, Shaman and Dancer.
After being in the path of awakening for more than 10 years, having worked as a professional dancer and teacher of conscious movement and postural alignement, she followed her calling to let go of everything and pilgrimage to some of the high energy vortexes of the earth. Having amazinly transformational experiences and downloads in Stonehenge and Glastonbury. Sedona, Santa Fe and Ojo Caliente springs, Hawaii and finally Bali, where she lives now in Ubud, the city of the 3rd eye. A powerful vortex where her psychic abilities are developing to their fullest potential.

To develop her project " Ishtar's 3 steps to manifesting"  she tapped into her knowledge of Tantra, Magick and Dance and mixed them in a way that they would become the 3 points of a perfect triangle, making them more powerful together than on their own.

She is a very strong Alchemist of darkness into light and has learned to always choose love and look at the higher perspective of things.
She is an Indigo adult and powerful empath with the gift of piercing through whatever is not resonating with the highest truth of the individual.

Dancing to manage your emotions



I have been dancing since I was five years old. I remember my parents took me to ballet class because I was too uncoordinated to climb up the slide, so the doctor said it would be good for me. I ended up being a professional ballet dancer.



Disclaimer: what I write about in these pages is only MY perception of the world and of the events that took place in my life growing up. This is my journey and I give myself permission to express it in freedoom and authenticity, without trying to force my beliefs or trigger anybody. I am wise enough now to look at my life and things in general with the highest of perspectives and understand that everything happens for a reason...LEARNING AND GROWTH. Hence, everything is perfect at any given moment. No judgment needed, because it´s all just a matter of living and accepting whatever is going on, and learning from it.





Dancing has always been there for me, ALWAYS. 

From my childhood days, when it helped me to build up my coordination and muscles,to my teenage years, when It helped me to deal with stress and with growing up in a world that I felt as hostile and didn´t understand. Now I know why...I find myself more comfortable in the world of spirit, communicating with my angels and guides. I see more truth in telepathy and body language than small talk. I find more sense in such crazy things as feeling people´s energies, astral travelling to sense them, feel them, touch them instead of playing the mind games that seem to be the "common language" in relationships these days. It turns out I´m not the outcast, but the unicorn.



When you watch people dance and move, you can get tons of "real" information...they can lie to you with their words and actions...but the body doesn´t lie...and I guess that´s the reason why I became a dancer.



I had to go through the "people pleasing stage" tough. I trained in ballet and worked my fucking ass off to be perfect. I wanted my father to love me. I knew he liked the fact that I danced. I had to have good grades at school to make my parents happy, so my teenage years were like a C.E.O´S bootcamp of "how to be the best and not dye trying"

After a hard day at school and going straigh to ballet class for hours, I would get home and have to study for an exam or do homework. The thing I found to get me through was to sometimes stop in the middle of studying, put some super loud music in my room and dance a couple of songs...

It was like magick, it would soothe my nerves and tension and put me in a state of full presence and concentration so I would be super productive in my studying.

I don´t have any footage of those years, but here you have a short video of how I deal with anxiety. 

A few months ago, I started to post some videos on facebook (Aida Osorio personal and Ishtar movement professional page) and that made me have to confront some fears of other people´s opinions and just being out there. While I was waiting for the videos to upload I did what I knew worked for me best. I danced my fucking heart out and the magick happened.






Now I´m a beautiful grown up woman. The woman I always wanted to be. I live in Ubud, Bali, where I have easy access to ecstatic dance events where I can just go, express myself with complete freedom and authenticity, amongst other individuals that are there for the same reasons just doing "their thing" no drinking, no small talk, just doing whatever the fuck you need to do at any given moment, no judgement, just presence and listening...listening to yourself and what you feel and need...and listening to spirit.

Frikin´heaven on earth.



But life is always life and challenges are always there to make you grow, and having such a great tool as dancing to manage those challenges has saved my ass so many times.



In the video above you can see how I break free and fight all those fears, insecurities, self doubts and just let my inner strenght shine through. In the process I clear my throat chakra, which is something I have learned to do unconsciously during all the years I have been attending ecstatic dance in Madrid and now Bali. I find this amazingly powerfuland I am extremely happy and grateful to find out I can perform this clearing not only on my energetic body, but on other people as well. This is something I want to do more. Something I want to focus my Indigo healing energy on. Other healers put you in the stretcher and heal you while they move their hands through your body. I do it through dance. The music and the movement bring me to a state of no mind and I intuitively know what I have to do with my hands, with my energy, with my body...sometimes I even speak strange words from ancient languages that I don´t even know the meaning of...but none of that matters...because in those moments I am not Aida anymore, I am Ishtar, the vessel spirit is using to bring that person whatever they need. It is not me that moves or acts, the mvements and actions just flow THROUGH ME. And I frikin´love it.



So next time you find yourself in your room stressing out about something...have a go at putting on some music and just move! you don´t have to be "Nureyev" or super Beyonce...

you just have to go for it.

Fuck it. In this video I was in my pijamas, late at night, with one of those hair masks that you put on at night to nourish the dry ends...so what?


this is me, this is freedom, this is REAL.








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Thursday, 6 June 2019

Thank you Mama Bali.


I am writting this while sitting in my Bali home, with spectacular views to the ricefields, watching a Kite flying in the sky and feeling deeply grateful for the huge transformation that has taken place in my life since I moved here in September.

I ask spirit to come to me, to guide my words so I can guide others through them and inmediatly I sense the subtle but powerful confirmation of a light breeze coming and the shivers going through my body that is spirit's way of speaking to me.

I now want to thank this land, this magickal land, that has held me and supported me beautifully while going through that radical transformation.

A few months ago, around the 24th of January, I had a conversation that changed my life. I had been guided to start recording videos and putting myself out there to speak about my journey and I was anxious about it. I was just starting to get out of a very very bad place emotionally, even physically in my life. I was feeling fearful about the videos but I "knew" in my gut that the time had come to do it. There was no more procrastination. I had just come out of a yin yoga class and run into somebody I had seen around town but never really spoke to in the past. Somehow, I found myself telling this complete stranger things that I had never told anybody...even things that I hadn't even told myself. The kind of things that you supress so much that you don't even allow yourself to get there. It was, like I said, a conversation that I will never ever forget. Somehow this person touched a button in my soul that nobody had ever reached before. This person has the gift of getting out of my mouth the pure truth.
If you know a little bit about psychology, you will understad that everybody has hidden deep inside their psyque certain longings that were never met while they grew up, and that they unconsciously look for those to be fullfilled externally by others (not the wisest move, but we'll get there later) when suddently somebody finds those soft spots and touches them...you are hooked forever.
That conversation opened up something inside of me...like a gate that I crossed that very same night when I recorded the first of a series of videos I have been posting on Facebook, where I have given myself permission to express my past hardships, my doubts, my fears, my worries, my shadows and the deep realisations, the wisdom I have been harvesting through my life's journey.

As important and as this person was for me then, and as inspiring as this person is for me when I listen to his own deep, honest and vulnerable sharings for which I am so grateful and that move me to the core. What has made me transform from caterpillar to butterfly is the process of this sharing through the videos posted on Fb. Giving myself permission to just be me, accept first and share later whatever was going on at the moment for me. Without judging it or trying to photoshop it to make it look prettier or more spiritual. Just plain, naive sharing from the purest of places.  Showing up in my life in the most authentic way ever.  Obviously having somebody in your life that you can have that kind of connection with, is one of the biggest gifts I have received in my life, and hopefully one day I will get to sit down and express this heartfelt appreciation.
But as I said, it is not wise to look for in others what you don't give to yourself (wether it be love, respect, appreciation or true soul connection) and that is something that Mama Bali has tought me so so well. Pain has been my biggest teacher these past months, and I have know engraved with fire in my soul a deep sense of self love, self respect, self appreciation and the ability to truly listen to myself, whatever is going on deeply down there,  and express it, feeling my own inner true soul connection.
I feel reborn, renewed. I've healed some of my deepest core wounds that I had been carrying for most of my life. That is why I want to aknowledge this sacred land. Because it has been Mama Bali that has taken care of me and has held space for me while I on this journey and I will never forget it...
I want to give back to her by sharing what a profound experience this has been for me. I hope that, whoever gets to read this, surely guided by the divine, will know now that there is such a magickal place were broken souls can go to heal. If you are reading this and you get the shivers, or you have a gut feeling that you have to come visit. That is Mama Bali's way of calling your soul. Listen to that calling and your life will change forever.






















Sunday, 2 June 2019

Ritual steps and how I get in the mood for magick.

Namaste beautiful souls. I woke up feeling the need to work my magic and, eventhough the new moon in Gemini is not yet here, I followed my intuition and performed a ritual for enhancing my communication skills.

Watch this if you want to know more about the steps I follow to prepare for and perform my rituals.




A beautiful part of the ritual, and one of my favourites, is dancing and listening to music that inspires me to get into that no-mind state so important when connecting with spirit.
Here you can see how I get into that state and sage the room.




The second step is to Sage myself and comb my energetic body with a Selenite wand.



Drumming is also great for "getting in the mood"
You don't have to be an expert...just go with what you feel, always remember this is between you and....well, YOU!
I love my drum because it has a stone at the back that has the property of enhancing my psychic gifts, so every time I drum, the vibration hits the stone and the stone hits my body.



Rituals are a way for me to deeply connect with universe and spirit, aligning myself with the energies around me at that specific moment in my life. It helps me to focus my energy into something specific, in this case enhancing communication. I always feel GRRRREAT after performing a ritual and it's amazing how it completely shifts my energy. The morning after I performed this magic I went to pranayama class and I felt my throat chakra expanding and really beeing activated. I felt the energy moving in the shape of the infinite sign (the 8 in horizontal) it was soooo intense!
I love this absolute confirmations from universe that what I did is working and having tangible results in my energy. WOW!

Friday, 31 May 2019

WELCOME!

Namaste beautiful souls.
Welcome to my blog Ishtar movement.
My name is Aida or Ishtar when I'm channelling or doing magic work.
The purpose of this blog is to share with you the radical transformation that my life has gone through over the past few years and specially the last year and a half, since the beginning of 2018.
I have gone through a long process of internal and external transformation and I now feel called to step into service and guide others that are going through that same process to navigate any struggles or obstacles along the way.
During my own ascension journey, I sometimes felt alone and very much outside of what society was expecting of me. I felt judged as razy and different and couldn't find my place.





I now live in Ubud, Bali; In magical land and amongst a consciouss community where I am finding my soul family. Through this blog I will be sharing the downloads and realisation that I get in my own personal growth process and I will be offering online coaching sessions. Everything that I've learned in this journey of more than 10 years I now put it to YOUR service. I will tap into my phsychic gifts, that have been getting stronger specially since leaving in Ubud. I am an Indigo and an empath. I can remove energetic blockages from your body through energy healing work. I am a medium and have claireaudience, claireknowing and clairvoyance. Those gifts are not a coincidence. They were given to me so that I can assist you in the best possible way to help you live the life of your dreams, to help you transform into the best version of yourself and shine your light brigthly.

Saturday, 23 March 2019

Why come to Bali?

Sometimes in life things happen that shake us to the core. A break up, the loss of a job or a dear one, depression, illness. Those things are a wake up call that universe sends us to stop and realign with ourselves and, from my perspective, they are blessings in disguise. If you are currently going through something like that, or are just simply toying with the possibility of taking a break from your busy schedule and want to give yourself the luxury of rest in beautiful surroundings while absorbing the magickal energy of this powerful feminine energy vortex that is Bali, why not choose this beautiful Island as your next holiday?
Here you can have nature and beautiful landscapes, nice weather all year round, great beaches and cheap prices compared to those in Europe and the States, but that's not the best that Mama Bali has in store for you, oh no...be ready my friend, for if you choose to come to Ubud for a holiday, the first thing that you'll probably notice when you land here is that you will start to feel more emotional. In my own personal experience, I was amazed at the symptoms that took place in my heart chakra during the first couple of months that I spent here. I remember waking up in the morning with the PHYSICAL sensation, not just energetical but to the point of being physical, of my heart starting to break open. It started with feeling like a little hole the size of the thumb in the middle of my chest. Everyday that whole would grow bigger and bigger, expanding until it reached my whole torso and, when the expansion continued outside my physical body, I just KNEW my heart chakra had burst open. What a feeling man..you really have to experience it to understand what I mean and I hope one day you will.
As I said before, Bali is a powerful vortex of feminine energy, a powerful land where the spiritual energies are super magnified and where you have to be very aware of your energy and toughts because things here manifest at a lightning speed. Let me explain this to you with a very small example. You are riding your bike and are thinking nice thoughts, you are trusting the universe, you start to feel you angels and guides more around you (Ubud is the city of the third eye and here the conexion with the other planes is stronger) and then suddently you have a lower vibrational or negative thought and, inmediately, you will get a bump in the road and almost fall of your bike. That is mama Bali's way of telling you "be careful my dear" watch your thought patterns. Here's another very recent one. I was dancing in my room one morning a couple of days ago and was speaking to my guides and channelling while I did this (this is a powerful personal practice of mine) and suddently I had this low vibrational thought of doubt in my self and doubt about my path and bum! the next thing I knew, I was on the floor after spraining my ankle in pain shouting to the universe "No!! I trust I trust! I trust my purpose and my path!!"
Now, this are just a couple of tiny things that might seem silly to you, but I really believe that nothing is casual and that you can get a lot of information from the smallest of things if you are open to SEE through different eyes.
So many people feel called to come to Bali for HEALING.
To take time to just BE. Go for a walk in nature, read a book by the pool, watch the sunset sitting on the beach, journal and reflect about those aspects of life that are not working anymore. And at the same time, benefit from all the display of healing and grounding activities availiable in the city of Ubud, to be able to integrate in the physical, emotional and energetical bodies the new levels of awareness that are coming up for them.
Isn't that great?
You can have your amazing holiday in an exotic destination and at the same time you can try ecstatic dance to feel the freedom of moving in a room filled with 150 people dancing like crazy to the beats of the Dj without the need of drugs or alcohol. Nobody looking at you or judging you, just the pure joy of expressing your self through dance and movement. You can go to a sound healing session and experiment a beautiful out of body journey or simply just a deep relaxation. You can try a breathwork class and experience the shifts in your emotions. You can try a chamanic energy clearing session and experience the release of old, stuck energies and feel the new found vitality and freedom. You can experiment with crystals and meditation, yoga and pranayama. You can try authentic relating workshops to learn to speak your truth and communicate better in your relationships. You can heal your sexuality with Tantra workshops, the way you relate to touch through contact improv classes. You can reprogram your subconscious mind with hipnosis and EFT techniques. You can learn to use movement to work through your emotions instead of numbing them with alcohol, cigarrettes, food, sex, shopping or any other compulsive behaviour. YOU CAN REALLY BECOME A NEW BORN PERSON HERE AND COMPLETELY CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
Of course, as I've shared in other posts, you have to be ready to dive deep into some painful truths that you have been avoiding for years, but let me tell you that the feeling of expansion and freedom that comes after one of those breakthroughs, is like nothing that you have ever experienced before. This is your life and you get to choose how you want to feel and how you want to live it. Who are you and what is important for YOU, not for your parents, friends or people around you. Come to Bali and reconnect with yourself, remember who you really are and what you came here to do. Heal yourself and your past so you can be ready to live life to your fullest potential and shine your brightest light. YOU WILL NEVER REGRET IT. All you need is that small first but huge step. To trust your intuition and the deep calling that you are feeling inside of you. To be brave to act on that intuition and set a date, buy that plane ticket, enroll on that course. Do you want to get to 90 and look back in your life wondering about the "what ifs" you didn't do because of fear?
If you find yourself now telling yourself I don't have the time or I don't have the money...just try this.  Write in a piece of paper what you want to happen as if you are already giving thanks for that happening. While you are writing it, visualize it and really feel it. See every detail of the picture, feel every emotion and leave the rest to universe. If you really want to come, if you really feel the need for a change in your life, TRUST that the universe always has your back and you will find the resources neccessary to make it happen. In the meantime, if you need help making that decision. Someone to guide you in that transition, you can ask for a personal coaching session online with me. You'd be surprised by how much support you can feel when sharing your fears and doubts and allowing your self to be seen, and how much clarity you can get about what to do and where to go from there.
In love and light.
Ishtar.