A few weeks ago Mama Bali gifted me with the opportunity to work on one of the shadow aspects of myself...oh boy...
To give you a little bit of perspective, I would like to share about Scorpio energy.
Scorpio energy is a very powerful energy and I- LOVE-IT.
I have a lot of this energy in my chart and that gives me a lot of inner strength.
As with everything in life, it has its lights and its shadows, and one of the shadow aspects is that scorpios can hold grudges for a very very long time...believe me, I´ve been there.
That´s why I am inmensely grateful for this chance to turn a bit of a conflict and some harsh words into the best stepping stone to grow exponentially in my journey.
You know? sometimes in life, universe gifts you with some special connections that at first, you really don´t understand. You´re like...WTF is this??!
They are very special connections designed for you to GROW...and I mean REALLY GROW. They are weird connections in the sense that they take place mainly in the 5D realms, between your soul and the soul of the other person. That doesn´t mean that in the 3D those two people have to have any kind of bond...sometimes they do and they become friends or partners or even spouses, and sometimes they don´t even know each other or they don´t speak. That´s not really the point of the connection. The essence of this highly spiritual bond is to trigger each other, sometimes through high vibrational tools such as pure unconditional love, and sometimes through low vibrational conflicts and harsh words.
To find oneself in this kind of highly spiritual connection is such an honor and a beautiful journey, which doesn´t mean is an easy one. But as an Indigo adult, and a person that is highly committed to truth, freedom and growth, it is what universe had in store for me.
The thing is that this soul connection is SO STRONG, that no matter how much you try to run from it, numb it, avoid it, hide from it, cut the cords with fire ceremonies...whatever...those cords cannot be cut.
Because those cords have been weaved for lifetimes and lifetimes and it´s not up to you to cut them. You two come from the same place, from the same star, which explains the overwhelming feeling of "being at home" when you are in the presence of this other individual.
It is a feeling that cannot be explained with 3D words, because it is not from this 3D reality, so it can hardly be understood by people that are not in the same circumstances, hence so many nay sayers. We all know that the human mind fears and criticises the things that it cannot understand.
When you are on this journey, you have to be prepared to be REALLY TESTED and REALLY TRIGGERED. This is no joke. External circumstances will try to discourage you, loved ones and close friends will look at you like you´re completely bonkers...all you will have is YOUR TRUTH and your faith, which is exactly what you need to navigate this journey...YOUR SELF.
Because this is a self discovery and self growth journey and it´s about YOU.
That said, the other side of this journey is that you really have a deep soul bond with the other person. You can feel their energy almost as clearly as if they were with you in the physical. You have telepathy with them. You have very vivid dreams with them...bufff...the intensity of some of this things is just...UN-BE-LIEVABLE.
And might I add, extremely confusing because in the 3D you might not even be speaking to them!! delusional squizophrenia for lunch anyone??
you have to sometimes take it with a pinch of salt and lots of playfullness...otherwise you´d go frikin´crazy.
But hey, what about having a growth buddy that pulls your energy up when you´re low and you do the same for them? that´s a nice one...what about having somebody that can REALLY UNDERSTAND YOU, REALLY GET YOU in your life? what about having someone that can make you feel the most amazing high energy feelings and sensations you´ve ever felt in your life?? not bad huh?
well...welcome to my life in the last few months.
There have been ups and many, many heartbreaking lows, but above all, there has been GROWTH. The most exponentially fast growth in my life that has left me with the BEST BEST BEST present I´ve ever had in my life...MYSELF.
The kind of self awareness, self respect, self appreciation, self love, self knowledge and pure fucking wisdom I have now cannot be exchanged for ANYTHING, cannot be bought, it´s PRICELESS (for the rest...visa card..hahaha, let´s just not be so serious, shall we)
So yeah...thank you Mama Bali for holding space for me on this journey and specially thank you to that other very dear and very special soul. May we keep helping each other to grow and to shine our lights. May we hold space for each other in our own individual journeys as we share the gift of this highly spiritual connection between us.
Here´s a video where I reflect on the gift of forgiveness that this connection allowed me to access.
May this information reach you, guided by the universe, if you happen to need to hear it.
Always choosing love.
Namaste.